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Saturday, July 16, 2011

A day with you ;






   Friday will always be the day to spend with you ;)
I miss him so freaking bad.
That's the only day we be able to see each other.
I don't know whether Friday is my lucky day or what because Chemistry class was cancelled! 
So I get to spend more time with him . ;D
He always doesn't mind to come so far here just to see me. 
He is such a sweet boy. (:
That's why I love him so much.



When I saw him waiting for me at the LRT station there my smile just couldn't get any bigger. 
Cause I was so happy to see him . ;P
So we went to KLCC and also Jusco on the same day! LOL
Eventhough few hours its not enough for me but at least I get to see him and hang out with him.
And I really enjoy the day when he's with me. 
Knowing him being at my side is the best feeling ever <3



So that day suppose to be my best day until something happened. ;/
Why all these have to happen to me ?!
Just like last two Friday when I go out with him something happen too. 
So yesterday I get scolded by my mom and dad badly that night cause of some stuff.
And my mom keep scolding me until I cried. 
She doesn't seem to believe me and this make me super upset and eventually my tears just keep coming out.
I just feel so hurt when my own parents doesn't believe me.
I seriously hate it when I'm telling the truth they don't trust me. D;



So after I stop crying I called him. 
I just telling him how upset I am but then I don't know how he realise I'm crying. 
I guess my voice betrayed me. That's why he knew.
I already tried my best to control my tears and not to cry when I'm talking to him
So when he ask me my tears keep rolling down again. 
He keep cheering me up and I feel so much better.
but then I have to go out that time with my friends so I didn't talk that long with him. 



I was so moody eventhough I get to go out.
What's the point you get to go out after you get scolded by your parents.
And I told my friends not to wait for me because I'm coming back late from college
But still they wanna wait and I heard one of them is angry
 cause they been waiting for me for so long.
That's why my mood on that day is super down cause I feel so guilty about that
Friends and family are both important to me
But I tried to hide all these feelings when I'm going out with them 
And pretend that everything is fine and try to have fun when I'm hanging out with them.
I just don't wanna let them know that I'm not in a good mood



So when I get back home I talked on phone with him
And i told him everything that happened 
Well. He was so angry but then he know that I'm sad 
So he keep cheering me up and yeah I cried again. D; 
I'm so emo that day. Arghhh.
This is the 2nd times I cried already. 
He was comforting me and said that I make him wanna protect me more.
Awww...talking to him seriously make me feel so much better.
He is all I need more than anything <3



He can even make me laugh when I'm sad. 
All the things he said to me is just so sweet. :)
And he make me promise him that I'll never hide my feelings 
And never ever control my tears in front of him
No matter how unhappy I am he wanna be the first one to cheer me up too
Just like what I write the post to him that I wanna be the first one to cheer him up .



Gosh. I just saw all his tweets. I didn't realise he tweeted all that during afternoon.
He was full with anger but he tweeted my tears make him back to himself. 
I'm so touched that he care about me so much 
And yesterday he even called one of my friend just to tell her not to go out till so late 
Cause he knew I can't go back home too late. 
I didn't know about this until he told me at night. 
I feel that he's very protective of me and that's the thing I love about him.
I feel very safe when he's by my side ;) 
I really appreciate all the things you done for me. 
ILY. IMY.   


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