Bad Dreams

I'm having insomnia last night.

Can't sleep till 3am and I woke up at 9 something today. D:

Maybe I think too much. LOL

End up having a bad dreams. 

I always having this trouble to sleep when I'm at home. 

I got another bad habit which is thinking about stuff before I go to sleep. 

This is why I can't fall asleep. Stupid me. ;(

I just hope my dreams won't come true. 

My dreams can be in 2 categories. 

First: Something I want it to happen so badly.

Second : Something that I'm afraid it will happen. 

I can still remember about the dream so clearly. FML

Usually whatever I dreamt about it will be kinda blurry when I woke up 

But why not this. D;

Arghh. Trying to forget about it.

The images keep flashing back through my mind. 

I hate it to see it. 

I can still feel my emotions in that dream. 

Sad. Angry. Disappointed.

But I forget about unhappy stuff very easily 

And just hope this time will be the same too.

I'm telling myself : It was just a dream ;) 

The weirdest thing happen today,

Since long time ago, I'm wearing 2 rings. One on each hands. 

I never take it out when I started wearing it. 

And today when I woke up

I saw both of my rings turned black. o.O

Wth. It rusted at the same time? 

But mine it's silver ring. It won't rust. 

Just hope it's not a bad sign or anything. 

Thank God I still got other rings to wear. 

I'm already used to wearing rings. 

I just feel weird if there's nothing on my hands. LOL

Yesh. I'm a weirdo. That's just the way I am ;)

My boy, Nichkhun ♥

I dreamt bout Nichkhun last 2 days!

Didn't get to blog bout it that time cause I can't online .

So now I have to blog bout it in case I forgot

I dreamt that Nichkhun was my namja chingu ! ( if you don't know what it means then too bad xD)

Teehee :D

Awesome dream man!

He was such a sweetheart.

Gosh. why are you so cute? (*￣▽￣)ﾉ

Can't really remember but still there are some images in my head.

So I can't tell you guys more details bout the dreams.

Why it was only just a dream ?!!! OTL

Why can't it become a reality?

Why can't it happen ?

Big sighhhhhh. FML D;

I hate it when my dreams is always better than reality

That is why I love sleeping

I love being in dreamland where everything is much more perfect than real life ;)

Eventhough it was just temporary and it's not coming true

At least I get to know how it's like in my dream

It's better than never

And I always love to dream bout celebrities especially my beloved idols

Can't see them in real life why not just dream bout them right?

It was much more easier to see them in dreams

Sometimes I can dream about the same celebrity in few days straight!

I don't know how I do it but it really happened. xD

It shows how much I miss them that's why I dreamt bout them. Haha

But sometimes it's weird that I will dream about other celebrities too

eventhough I'm not really a fan of them

Oh well. At least they are a celebrity.

So consider it's not really a bad dream.

Let's talk bout my boy, Nichkhun

So his full name is Nichkhun Horvejkul

He was born in June 24 1988

He is a singer in 2PM

He was born in California to Thai Chinese parents.

I guess that's why he look so handsome cause he was mixed blood .

He looks good with blonde hair :3

FYI ,2PM is actually my first Korean idol !

I like them for almost 2 years. :)

I get to know Nichkhun first before I know 2PM.
Haha. Weird right?

I remember I saw him in one of the korean show on TV

That's how I get to know him first cause I find that he was so cute. 8D

Cute and handsome guy is seriously hard to find

Especially someone like Nichkhun (*^ｰ^)人(^ｰ^*)ノ

Perhaps maybe in my dream?

Nichkhun 당신을 사랑합니다 ^^

Sweet Dreams :)

I woke up at 1pm AGAIN

sigh

I sleep too much nowadays or maybe not :P

It should be

I sleep too late everyday

But i love my dream yesterday!!

I can still remember clearly about it when I woke up

Hoho

So I must blog about it :3

Scare i'll forget bout it later

I dreamt bout Ian Somerhalder and Nina Dobrev !!!

Omg Omg Omg xD

First time dreamt bout them

I'm so happy

Hahaha

I know , I know it's not real

But still it's kinda nice to have this kind of dream sometimes

It makes me happy :D

It's been so long I never dream bout celebrities already

Last time I always dream bout celebrities

Well. the dream it's kinda short actually

but still i like it :)

Okay. let's talk bout the dream

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Ian and Nina were in my school

And they were in my class actually

but weird

It's like nobody care bout them or anything

Hello!

there's a celebrities in our school people

So i went and talk to them

I talked to Ian :DD

He's so cute

Love it when he smile

I love the way he talk too

It's so Ian style

LOL

xD

Then he let me see all the photos of him during photoshoot

It's a lot of photos

Then my friend come and say she wanna look

I'm like blek xDD

Ahahaha

I'm so bad

But at first they don't even care bout them

So why now when I'm looking at Ian's photos only they wanna see

Then I ask Ian something

I asked him "where's Paul Wesley?"

He looks like shuttering or something

Nina said the timing it's not right so he can't come

Then Ian said " yeah, he can't come"

Well. of course I'm a bit disappointed that I can't see him

But at least I get to see them

So still it's a good thing

I guess that's all

I woke up already later

Haha

Too bad can't continue the dream

Hope I can dream bout them again

It will be awesome

And I wish it's real

I wanna see them in real person!!!

They seem so nice

Haihh

I know it's not gonna happen

The sad thing is Season 2 episode 10 of vampire diaries will be air on 2nd dec

Noooooooo!

I can't watch

Huhu T.T

I got the stupid spm

Dammit

Well nevermind, I'm gonna watch it after my spm.

Even their novels I have no time to read yet

Seriously can't wait for it to over soon

So i'll be freeeeee!

Sucks sucks sucks

Finally got back all my trials results

Sucks to the max ! D:

Some of my marks drop tremendously compare to my previous exam

But some I do improved a lot

Especially my Maths and Physics

Still the overall results of my trials I'm not really happy bout it

I know I can do better than that

Anyway, it's all over now

BUT

Hopeful I passed for all the subjects

Thank God!

My results will not be looking good with the G there

Haha

I should be working really really hard if I wanna excel in my SPM

This is not an easy job

So i begging myself to study hard from now onwards

Pleaseeeeee

You have to do well

This is your last chance to prove yourself that you can do it!

My dream for 2010 is to get straight A's in my SPM

Can my dream comes true? =/

Well, it's all depends on ME!

Gotta work hard to make my dream comes true

"Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world"